Happy late birthday, lie_ta, and I hope and pray that you will pass that civil service exam, so that you can find employment with the government. I hate tests, exams, or anything related! I usually do really well, but I hate them anyway, beause of the stress of worrying and preparing, but they are necessary to acheive goals, and so they are a necessary evil. Every time I take a test or an exam I visualize my self failing, and it is a desperate struggle not to fail! Also I have done well enough with my studies, that I can't just get any kind of a grade. I have to get the top grade, or I die inside. At one time I didn't care, when I was in high school and Bible College. Anything I got was fine with me, but my later college experiences have changed that. I love school, but I hate tests and exams!