crisipicada wrote:I am not practicing piano since i was busy at home and work and sometimes i do not feel better so no time. I hope i can have enough time then
Yes, Crisi, it is a difficult thing when you are busy, have lots of responsibilities, have a lack of time, and also if you don't always feel well with lots of energy.
When I was little they had trouble making me practice, so I had very few lessons as my parents were discouraged with me because of it. I didn't have the same problem playing my trombones because that was something I wanted to do, and it seemed easier for me.
I tried to learn to play the piano several times as an adult and gave up each time because it seemed overwhelming and I didn't seem to make the progress that I thought I should.
I think I was 62 years old when I finally decided that it was something that I wanted to do, and I determined to work at it no matter how discouraging it seemed, and it has paid off because I can now do a fairly good job of playing the piano, and I can sit down and play hymns that I have never seen before, maybe not perfect, and usually not the right timing or rythm, but I can play the notes, and that is a huge improvement for me.
Don't feel guilty for not playing, but when you can, enjoy it, and be happy with whatever you can do. At first I thought everyone would be thrilled that I was playing the piano, and I would play for them, and stumble along missing notes, playing slow and sporatically. I learned that very few people were impressed that I can play the piano, so it is mainly just for me and the Lord. I don't try to impress anyone with it, nor do I play so that they can see that I can play the piano. Like I say I just play for me and the Lord, and I enjoy it immensely, and I know the Lord likes to hear me play also.