Im so sad and really disappointed. I have a friend I met here in Jaderune. At first we were so fine. We exchanged emails through YM. We were very great in communication. He tried to help me with my studies and indeed contributed a lot with my graduation. However, time come which he striked a distance from me. I dont know why but he told me he and her ex had already been together. I felt very bad honestly. I expect much from him that one day we could become a couple. But now, it's not really possible.
im very very sad and I feel Im a loser. One thing also, I have a bestfriend. We've been bestfriends since 1st year college. She was nice to me but sometimes, she has this tendency to cheat me because only for a guy. She would tell me false stories and make me believe. However, that's not a case to me because I do always consider her becasue for me she is my bestfriend and as a bestfriend, I need to understand her at all times. Until time comes when all her false stories to me reached the end of my patience. I could not withstand it all along already. She was too much and I could not handle it anymore. I dont need her money or anything. I just want her coz I love her as my bestfriend. Now, I lose her also. If you are reading this, I hope you can reflect from this (*******). i missed you and I still hope we can be like before when we were younger.
What is in me that keeps important people go?????? is it really in me? huhuhu.. i felt very miserable.
feels like all my mistakes why I am experiencing this now.
